The best grandfather ever. And 2 weeks ago he left this earth. The angels called. And as sad, and broken my heart feels everyday, I try to remember he’s no longer suffering. That he’s in no pain, and up there with our family.
Grandpa, you were an amazing who did so many great things in your lifetime. And though you are no longer here, much like Greg, you are by my side to guide me through any challenges. I miss you both so much.
This is where I’ll be in 11 days! I’ve missed home so very much
Very pleased with how my tattoo healed up. Now its like I’ll always have my brother walking beside me. I miss you Greg. I am still finding my way around this Earth without your guidance. And its a little confusing, but I know you’re there watching, allowing me to find the answers I am searching for. The wound is still open, the scar has yet to appear. I love you Gregory.
Our Greek Easter is today, and yesterday we had so much coloring eggs! Especially with this cutie pie!
My memory for my brother. One of the most amazing men in my life. I will always have you with me, by my side. Guiding through all of lifes challenges. I miss you so much and love you with all my heart.
Days Like This…
It’s days like this I wish we were finally in California. Away from all of this drama, where family walk on egg shells around each other.
All that matters to me is my little family. My husband, with whom I’ve been through hell and back with, and our girls. They never let me down.
These next 4 months will be grueling, but the light at the end keeps me from wanting to whoop ass.
Let the countdown begin.
Loss and The Healing
I have lost my brother. Passed away last weekend. I lost my best friend, my role model, and the most influential person in my life. I thought I was at a healing point but I seemed to have lost it today. My life will never be the same. We were so similar and he pushed me in the right path and showed me out great life can be if we just go for what we want. He wanted to see me happy and to succeed in life. I am, and I have.
But now… I think about the future. What it’ll be and what it won’t be without him. He won’t see Robby and me have our first child, nor see them grow up. I will not have that person to go to for advice, or to just talk crap with. He was a pretty amazing man. Loved my many and he will be missed by many. You were lucky to know a man like him, because they came once in a lifetime.
I don’t know when I’ll be okay. I don’t know when my heart will heal.
But what I do know, is I have a Guardian Angel watching over me, leading me on the right path, and making sure I stay there.
I love you with all my heart Greg. Thank you for raising me into the woman I am now
Nyx loving a belly rub from daddy <3 (Taken with Instagram)
22 months ago we brought home this little terrorizer. And now tomorrow she turns 2. She’s the best friend a human could ask for and I love her unconditionally. Happy Birthday my little nugget <3 (Taken with Instagram)
Nyx had a blast at work today :) (Taken with Instagram)